I’m a trauma surgeon on the Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore, a metropolis battling greater than 200 homicides this 12 months thus far — on tempo for probably the most annual murders within the metropolis. However this isn’t a narrative about one in all my sufferers. I used to be that 17-year-old with a gap in my throat and the worry of dying in my thoughts. And it is not simply Baltimore’s drawback: over 30,000 people die from firearms yearly. What are we going to do about it?

Each time I’ve to stroll to the ready room and communicate with a household of a gunshot sufferer, I consider my circle of relatives and what will need to have been going by their minds at the moment. By far the worst second for me is once I see these faces of moms and dads anxiously ready for an replace on a cherished one who has died. I strategy them realizing the information I am about to share with them will flip their world the other way up. Usually, I go away numb, with the picture of their faces chiseled into my reminiscence.

At this time, I’m on a mission to assist others impacted by gun violence. As a former affected person, and a surgeon who regularly witnesses firsthand the results of gun violence on victims and their households, I’ve an excessive amount of expertise to attract from.

Earlier this month, I attended a listening to about gun violence on the Baltimore Metropolis Council. The listening to was controversial as a result of many voters felt the invoice wouldn’t scale back gun violence and easily lend to unconstitutional policing. The room was packed. On the desk was a proposal that will create one-year necessary minimal jail sentence for anybody discovered to be in possession of an unlawful gun, all through the vast majority of the town.

Baltimore police commanders in white uniforms and fits, who’ve been working to curb the violence, sat on one facet. Members of the general public, together with many activists preventing for equity in a metropolis beleaguered by a historical past of racial injustice, sat throughout. A Metropolis Council realized the problem that lay forward that morning as they seemed again on the scene of a divided room looking for solutions.

The proposal comes after an period of legislators throughout the nation repealing necessary minimal sentences that many say unfairly stuffed our prisons with African-American males, typically dealing with drug expenses. On the identical time, Baltimore Police Commissioner Kevin Davis believes main supply of the epidemic of violence within the metropolis is the sunshine sentencing of people that’ve been arrested beforehand for carrying unlawful weapons however have returned to Baltimore streets, and brought their unlawful weapons with them.

I used to be there neither to assist nor to oppose the invoice, however as a physician, to debate gun violence for what it’s: the general public well being disaster that communities all throughout my nice metropolis and this nation face.

Because the interval for public testimony opened, Metropolis Councilman Eric Costello known as me as much as ship my ideas. It wasn’t my first foray right into a political enviornment. Throughout this final presidential election, I created “Docs for Hillary,” a grass-roots group of docs and allied well being professionals that backed the previous secretary of state as a result of she had made well being points — together with gun violence — an integral a part of her marketing campaign platform.

I used to be stunned when, as I approached the rostrum, an uproar rang out. Individuals had been yelling. The rostrum proper in entrance of me was overturned. A crowd started shouting, “No Justice No Peace.”

I hadn’t but opened my mouth, and I used to be utterly blindsided by how chaotic the state of affairs rapidly turned. I heard folks yelling about “this white Hopkins surgeon,” that he’s “not one in all our folks.” My coronary heart sank.

This response exemplifies what’s mistaken in our nation in the present day: We’re not speaking to one another. We’re permitting assumptions primarily based merely on look to forestall actual dialogue — the form of dialogue that may remedy issues. The form of dialogue that, primarily based on what I’ve seen as a trauma surgeon, I do know can save lives.

How may they know primarily based on my pores and skin shade that I’m the son of immigrant dad and mom? How may they know I bear the bodily scars of bullets? How can we all know something about one another if we do not give one another an opportunity? An opportunity to talk, an opportunity to be heard, an opportunity to be taught, an opportunity to compromise — an opportunity to make ourselves and our communities higher.

I stood earlier than the Baltimore Metropolis Council to be a part of the dialog, and despite the fact that sadly, sure actions precluded this dialog, I will not cease making an attempt. As a surgeon, I strongly consider this dialog needs to be centered on our nation’s well being — not race, not politics, not cash — merely well being. On the finish of the day, all of us bleed crimson. I am nonetheless right here on the desk prepared to speak, and wanting to hear. What about you?